Thursday, October 25, 2018

Well hello there! It's been a while.  So much has happened since.  My best friend my lover Todd was killed in a traffic car crash. My life hasn't been the same since! I havePTSD. Nightmares, flash backs you name it and I'm torturing myself daily.  I feel the most heart ache for my son.  My heart aches in the simple fact that his Stepdad there only really father figure my son had had his whole life is gone.  We will never again hear his voice on the other end of the line.  But all is not lost.  I've gotten so much growth in the area of communicating with those passed over.  Todd  had crazy high energy and he came through right away.  Like within five minutes of passing.  I was the one who went out looking for him.  After being together for close to a decade our energy was And still is intertwined.  So breaking that bond isn't likely.  But yeah i went out looking and i found him....... more to come. X♡X♡